Everything is just so…so….busy? Complicated? Shitty? Boeing is fine, and it’s not that. I mean, it has its high points and low points like everything does and it wouldn’t be fair to judge it based on its high or low points exclusively. But there isn’t enough time in the day to do everything I want and so many people crave my attention and so many things need to get done. Time…pretty much sucks right now. I wish I had more of it.
I wish I had more time so I could hang out with Laura more. I wish I could have more time so that I could play more games of Settlers. I wish I had more time so that I could go the Mariners game tomorrow. But I don’t. I have to pick and choose and I don’t like that.
I don’t like having to turn people away and at a time in my life where I’m trying to affect change, it’s hard when I don’t feel like I have the time to do that.